its annoying how i cant be pissed off at you, just looking at you makes me happy and sad
because you are so close yet so far away
you are the reason i smile when there is no one around
you are the reason my heart stops aching
when i am alone i rather be with you
its like you are a part of me and never disturb that inner peace
till
you remind me how it just cant happen
the pain
is excruciating, it kills me more than any physical or emotional pain i have ever witnessed
its doesn’t break my heart
but instead burns it to ashes
just to be resurrected by your smile again