can i call you?

you are my to go to person

when i am stressed, alone, in pain, happy or sad.

when i cry, i want you to hold me.

when i sleep i want to feel you breath next to me

when i wake up from a nightmare i wish you were there to calm me

can i call you

i want to call you and have a long conversation

but i am only a fuck buddy that caught feelings twice

but i dont want to bother you

but i dont want to be in your face too much in case you get bored

but i dont want you see that i have feelings

can i call you?

to talk about the past, memories and stories

to talk about life, studies, family

to talk about sex, aliens and random other million topics

to talk about dreams, hopes and plans

can i call you?